Tuesday, April 19, 2011

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Time is run...everythings has changed..
i wasn’t child now…but all memories about you have been kept elegantly in my memory…

I’m happy because you’re my mother..you’re simple, hard worker and wise too.. I feel..altough very bussy..you never don’t have anytime with us, your child..to tell a story.. about sun, moon, sky, tree, bird, and our God.. to singing, to playing, to learn many things, to walking around, to answer all humble question from me when I want to know about many things in my around and suround.. why are birds can fly? why human has no wings like a bird?.. or.. why is sun there's only in daytime? why stars are very much? and month only one?..or why I be blind to God? Where’s He?...

If we laughed, whole world laughed with us..If you’re here, then this place is always blessfull..We’re a part of your soul and everything about…You are close to my heart..Always and forever, As long as we are breathing in and out..As long as the stars twinkle in the night.. As long as it’s about you…Always and forever, you will stay in my heart…I could not give the love that rightfully deserved..The mistakes would not have happened…really sorry for passed time, if I don’t understand your felling, ur desire and all ur dreams about my future kindness..please forgive me, now..i’ll according to you..

My tears becomes yours..but now, you are sick, not feeling well…how can I was become your medicine..I will Keep you in my memories, no matter how far we are…You always stay close to me..I will change my way, when I face difficulties..Tell your eyes not to weep, let there be only happiness in them..

I need you, you are someone know my entire life.. every story, every happiness, every wound, every tears…you know my every secret.. You are my mother..even I can’t see you remember you’re always here, in my heart..

I know..sure you know that I hide something from you, because you are sick.. I fear it would be make worse your health..exactly I want to tell allthings to you, and hope you can protect me, make me strong...i’m scared, mother..but I can’t tell it to you.. but don’t worry..you must be sure, I'll be Ok.. because I always remember, what did you say..as long as, there’s Allah in our side, we may not fear.. all has been written down, right? :)

I’m sorry, made your sleep jumpy last night... though I don’t tell you, but ur feeling is very strong..
Today, I work it..please pray for me… mother, I love u

My Thanks

What do you feel when your dream comes true?.. of course you happy... me too

a few days ago, I got a gift from my housemate. She said it for my anniversary present at the beginning of last January. she keeps that present for three months already, just because she’s confuse how the best way to give it..

that such a simple present, only wrapped with old newspaper. although I can’t predicted the title, I’m sure that it was the book..because she really knows that I love to collect the book very much,all kind.. although I’m not a good reader..usually, i need big struggle and extra energy to finished one book. for that successfulness, I reward my self a present, such as ice cream, ice cream and ice cream...^^ that’s why I like to collect the book, because I could read it any time I want, either I really need it or I’m in good motivation…

You know what? my prediction is right, but, precisely two books in it.. They are ‘la tahzan for student and desau angin maastricht’ that I wait too long to have it. Thank’s God for the present..Zannen desu ne.. :)

Actually, I ever have one when I was being a student, “desau angin Maastricht”.. it was borrowed by my friend, and ‘still’ not returned… I thought, it was lose. the book tell about Indonesians student who studied in Neitherland. She involve into student’s perss community. She got many experiences such as report the social culture deeply, tulip festival, royal parade, and many more... just like my dreams…

not only two books, I found English letter too inside..might not fully right, there is any mistakes.. but I think that’s a big progress and I should reward her..that’s why I write this article in English..because we learn together.. ganbareba dekiru!

here is the letter:

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Oneesan…I am sorry, very2 sorry n’ thanks so much… I can’t write any poet, I feel ashame to do that…wkwkwk… so, so I just wanna say, very sorry and thanks to every kindness that you give..

And sorry for my gift, couse it come too late… I know this gift is small enough to reach your big dream, just a simple as me..

I wish you’ll reach all your dream..

I believe it…

I trust it…

I hope this book—of course with another book you have—could help you to find ur way to japan and neitherland… Amiin…Ya Rabbal Alamiin….

And one ‘sorry’ again

Sorry, I don’t know that you ever have ‘desau angin maastricht’ before, but (sorry) I’m happy that this present could replace the one you lose, hehe… Ganbatte!

Again and again…I want to say sorry…my written English is not good, or maybe so bad…

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And for ur every kindness, I say thank u very much.. Hontou ni arigatoo gozaimasu J

"Revise edition part one"

thanks to my sister kia Alfaruq